Grow?

this is not the joy of growing up
letting out an audible sigh, almost everyday
straining at the leash to leave 18
and look up for a happiness at twenty something..

is this growing up?
i was being thick in the head
nothing will be perfect in our life.

He was all that we need,
He was there,
wake up we'll be okay.

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