"like any good tree that one would hope to grow, we must set our roots deep into the ground so that what is real will prosper in the light of love"
Saturday, 12 October 2019
Melayu Bukan Islam
Friday, 20 September 2019
Sastera Rakyat dalam Dunia Folklore.
Thursday, 12 September 2019
Seni untuk Seni vs Seni untuk Masyarakat
Friday, 10 May 2019
fireflies.
but at least you could light up my life..
i know you were there
i could feel the presence
but why did you fade?
when i say you light up my life?
am i too frank?
or did i killed the serenity?
you leave me hanging
thousand questions mingled
no words
not even one
just,
a heartbreak.
Wednesday, 20 April 2016
im down
Monday, 30 November 2015
savior-penda
in the sea of emotions
drunk by affection
affected, her brain, down to heart and soul
affected and lost into nowhere
harmonity
in the dark she closed her eyes
couldnt ask much more
a light from her heart, peace and loved
someone's wire wrapped around her beating heart
a hug from the inside
saving from her fall
Sunday, 10 August 2014
Scarce.
Can i just go to some places
Where no one knows any single thing about me
Where no one knows my name
Where no one knows my identity
Where no one knows my stories
Where no one knows where i came from
And,
Where everyone can see me as a person
With a heart,
With a mind,
With a life,
With everything is complete around me,
Where everyone is happy when watching me.
Honestly, my body need a perfect soul.
Thursday, 7 August 2014
Life is a clue
In my life,
Ive been thinking
How, when, who, where.
Something just cant be expressed in a simple words
Only we, can make ourself understand.
U will, but if youre still clueless, maybe thats not the right time
U will, but someday
u expected everything good in ur life..but u know, ren wu wan ren, jin wu zu chi. i believe in that you yuan qian li lai xiang hui, so no worries God has plan the best for us. Sleep tight
Tuesday, 5 August 2014
Grow?
this is not the joy of growing up
letting out an audible sigh, almost everyday
straining at the leash to leave 18
and look up for a happiness at twenty something..
is this growing up?
i was being thick in the head
nothing will be perfect in our life.
He was all that we need,
He was there,
wake up we'll be okay.
10:03 a.m 030814
Tuesday, 22 July 2014
Cant get the joy.
So today is 22nd July 2014.
Feeling blue on the whole day. Something is haunting me.
It spoilt me. My attitude become worst, surrounded by those faces that bring shit to my day. Feeling like want to throw stone to their faces..cant stop talking shit, but that was not really what i wanted to do. Just to make me feel better, but i cant find the way.
Just now, im searching for something to make me happy.
So i found, oat crunch. It says "krakers yang enak dan menceriakan"
So i ate to get the joy, but it remains unchanged
Im still sitting there, with a stupid face and tired eyes
Where the fuck is the joy, oat crunch?
Dont know what has brought me to this stupid idea..
Ramadhan is getting closer to the end & Raya is coming.
Why cant i feel the happiness?
Why cant i feel the spirit?
Where did they gone to?
Did i dropped them somewhere?
I need to find them back, pick it up, and wear them again.
I need to be happy.
I need to smile.
I need a good heart, a good life, and a good at everything.
God, show me the way. Heal my soul.